機槍掃射聲中我們尋找遮蔽的戰壕
兒時沙雕的城堡毀壞了重新蓋就好
可是你那件染血佈滿彈孔的軍外套
卻就連禱告手都舉不好
在硝煙中想起冰棒汽水的味道
和那些無所事事一整個夏天的年少
我放下槍回憶去年一起畢業的學校
而眼淚一直都忘記要掉
嘲笑的聲音在風中不斷被練習
這樹林間充滿了敵意
部隊棄守陣地你堅持要我也離去
我怎麼能放棄
我留著陪你強忍著淚滴
有些事真的來不及回不去
你臉在抽搐就快沒力氣
家鄉事不准我再提
我留著陪你最後的距離
是你的側臉倒在我的懷裡
你慢慢睡去我搖不醒你
淚水在戰壕裡決了堤
i love this song tons… couldnt get it out of my head all of last night and this morning. such an old jay chou song but true love lasts a long time :) haha still rmb the mv which was so funny albeit it was supposed to be sad i think. jay chou lives his fantasies in his mvs :P but yeah im still a big jay chou fan even tho i’ve become diluted with other nonsense. but it’s such a nice songggg. actually there are nicer songs i suppose. but like i still feel the happiest when i listen to songs like dong feng po or ban dao tie he. whoever doesnt know how great jay chou is is really worth pitying. haha ahh. i wonder when his next album will come out. but he’s so gd that even if it doesnt, his other music still makes me :)
xingqing is a damn nice song also. haha sheesh kpop fanatics are kind of cheenapop also i suppose :) except now im diluted with kpop, jpop, even normal english pop. which rendered me guilty of my sis’s belief that im very teeny bopper :P i suppose it’s true in the end. i like alot of teeny bopper-ish songs haha. but den i also love my frank sinatra who still makes me happy all the time cuz i love jazz tons tons. i wonder what im doing blogging here when im supposed to be studying. i think i will attack bio later tho. i promise ok? yea if not i’ll find excuses lol.
anyway, last night we went for dinner at Forlino which was nothing short of fantastic. best italian food i’ve ever had and we got what we anticipated. talked to my parents a lot and they (i think) realised how crappy i was. oh that was after i told them i think i have attention deficiency cuz chemTan told me to run around class before so that i’ll keep quiet during class :P ooh week 9 will be spent with my bestie michelle and good friends all around. i loved sitting with the Princesses but this will be a back to basics kinda thing being with the people i havent been with for a long time. then week 10? prelims start and i’ll probably go on a real hiatus i hope. yeah haha tons distracted lah.
actually right, i believe tht theres no point blogging anw cuz all o lvls kids will be studying and unable to read. which always reminds me how im studying like a tenth of wad everyone’s doing. damn guilty about that too :( i think after today, i’ll cut off from certain things for fun, and really ask slim for help cuz i need it… i hate it when people dowan to help me cuz “I think u can manage on ur own” which renders me rather vulnerable n clueless all the same. urgh. but during last nite’s dinner, i also realised my favorite kind of comedy is actually Romantic Comedies.
seems im still a hopeless romantic. there’s been a lot of people asking me to go RJ… my sis, hy, natnat, zhongren, justin and nath. so tempting :( i have so many friends going there. dunno lah nvm i’ll get 6 first before i decide anything. shant worry too much before they come. technically still have a whole month (not much time is there?) to pull my socks up. esp since i slack off on math n chem this term :P haha… k lah. my mum wanted me to stop going to church. so i considered ponning for a month. but i think i will now not pon at all, except maybe wake up earlier to study that day, or stuff like that. yest’s drama was a really tough embarassing time. im sorry guys :) hope yimin heals soon.
poor guy’s arm or smt got broken into two :( not tht i know him v well but it sounds damn painful from wad shufen says. so i pray tht the Lord will heal him soon because it sounds so painful… ow :( i hate it when people get injured like that. so yes i hope he gets better soon hurr :(
ok im off to attempt to study. i try to finish 10 hours today ok? then be proud of me.
and i hope it doesnt get boring cuz when it does i really turn off.
